i'm just learning.



that's all.

FIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS:

i am so mother fucking excited for this, and seeing them again on december third, holy shit.

now i have some things to say to a few people.
*i want you could see how many people love you. i wish you wouldn't spend your life being jealous and see just how lucky you are. just because you don't have a boyfriend does not mean you can't be happy, your mood shouldn't depend on whether or not he talked to you today. you're amazing and beautiful and talented.
*i wish i didn't feel like i have to constantly impress all of you.
*i don't want to be your mom anymore.
*are you doing this to try and spite me? it's not working. i'm done with the immaturity, you said yourself that you missed me and that you wanted to see me, and i gave you that opportunity but you ignored it. it's your fault, all of this. i'm not sorry for what i did. i feel no sympathy.
*you're basking in your victory, hollow and alone.
*i thought it was impossible to be this happy before i met you. i trust you completely, more than anyone. i am no longer scared.<3








this is incredible, starving, insatiable.

i'm so glad i have this.

i love life.
thank you all so much for making my birthday unforgettable. it was amazing.
and i love you too.